Following the completion of their drawings from observation, students spent pretty much an entire class period reflecting on their process and how they felt about it. Below are some of the examples of their written reflections using the template we received in our workshops, as well as some of my thoughts when reading them. I will post some images of the students finished works over winter break- to coincide with their reflections.
As a teacher, the best part of looking these over is the
drawings the students made of themselves, “map yourself doing this
activity”… I was surprised by how
much information the students’ drawings possessed. They reinforced and expanded
my overall impression of the student and their view of themselves. The drawings demonstrated emotions the
students were feeling and thoughts they had while making their drawing. They
showed this through the way they drew their facial expression, the posture of
the person representing them, and more.
The drawings also remind me of certain actions the students
took, or seminal moments in their process for them, such as placing their
drawing across the room to look at it and noticing it has all the same value.
In many drawings, the students recorded an exact drawing of
the shapes of their piece, upside-down, which reminded me how deep their
connection with that image they struggled with- how ingrained it must be.
Another thing that was really great was reading some of the
students’ “self talk” that they included in their drawing- basically their
inner life as an artist. The way they drew thought bubbles with internal
dialogue was really interesting.
The bubbles described how the students spoke to themselves during the
project, which is not something a teacher could know about without this type of
reflection. Some examples are
“Ani, step down and think”, “don’t look too frustrated”. Students also included dialogue from
their peers that went on, in speech bubbles, which is also valuable information
for how the students were communicating with and helping each other throughout
the process.
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| This student stood while she drew, everyday. I like how she captured that, as well as how she seems to be alone in her world. The drawings most students created in this reflection are perfect mini-versions of what they were working on. |
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| This student includes an image of himself asking for tips and guidance from other students at his table. |
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Another thing that amazed me from reading these reflections
was the HUGE range of emotions that students felt during and about this process
of creating a charcoal still life.
Everything from angry to irritated to sleepy to calm to happy to proud
to nervous to passionate serene and graceful.
I also enjoyed reading about how the students felt this
process would change them as artists, and what prior experiences they had which
impacted their drawing experience.
One student said she felt calm because the objects were peaceful,
another said her interest in antiques fueled her for part of the project.
Others sited family members or drawing classes from the past, or past projects
in my class, which gave them confidence going into the project.
While reading these over, I
tried to keep my eyes open to repeating answers and feelings the students’ had-
trying to learn what the students may have gleaned from the project as a whole. When they answered the 3 questions on
the back, many of them expressed that they learned to be more patient with
drawings and with themselves, that they moved past frustration to make
something they are proud of. 
Many mentioned that they had never worked for so long on
something before. Some mentioned specific things I wanted them to learn, such
as not to outline everything in order to make things look more 3-dimensional. Many of them also mentioned that they
loved charcoal or despised it, and those feelings that were rooted in an
experience with a physical material dictated the direction of their feelings. I
am also glad that each of my students experienced several different emotions
throughout their process, this is true to life during almost any challenging
experience.
As a teacher, I am very glad that many of my students felt
that they learned they needed to be more patient with their work and with
themselves. Many of them expressed
that if they did apply patience and worked hard, their drawing turned out
really well, and they were proud of it. “I learned that if I stick to something, no matter how hard
it might get, I could make something really pretty out of it”.
This is part of what it means to be an artist, and truly
persist beyond what you feel your initial capacities are.
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| This student drew a seminal moment in her process, when she set her drawing up across the room to see what needed to me done and get some distance on it. |
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| I enjoyed reading about what students were thinking about, in this case music. |
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| This student's drawing definitely expresses her sense of anger- the way she drew the clenched hand. |
